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Midwest Book Awards, Poetry finalist

This collection holds a mirror to the self and in its reflection we find the elegiac and the ecological, as in 鈥渉ow much of enjoying a place / is destroying it?鈥; the worlds both domestic and natural, as in 鈥渨hen the redbird strikes the window, it is me / who takes blame鈥; a daughter shattered, but not without humor鈥斺淚 can feel it coming on, my season of lavish suffering, the why me why me why me why me / that leaves me snowblind in the asking鈥濃攁nd, certainly, not without tenderness. Shaped by both concision and unfolding sequences, The Last Unkillable Thing is a journey across landscapes of mourning.

鈥淭o be alive in the natural world means to live with death, riding the wheel as it turns joy to sorrow to hope to pain to love and over again. Emily Pittinos stops each moment in its tracks, and delivers that moment to us in fullness, in the good, hard light of her heart and will. The world of this book is sparsely populated: love held close, loss held loosely as if it too could be lost. The speaker aches for another鈥檚 loss, and finds layers of compassion, loops of time travel, long miles of forgiveness, and her own ache to treasure and know. What an exquisite combination of wonder and wisdom Pittinos has: she knows that even the word 鈥榳hole鈥 has a hole in it, and there鈥檚 her eye, looking through.鈥濃擝renda Shaughnessy, judge, 海角乱伦社区Poetry Prize

鈥淭he tender elegiac fragments that fill this book鈥攖he look of the earth, the echo of despair鈥攃oalesce into one immense question: How can it be, this thing called Death? That question gives rise to others: What is beauty, forgiveness, recklessness, instinct? To consider these irresolvable questions is to admit to this difficult truth: 鈥榙oesn鈥檛 it hurt / to be human.鈥欌濃擬ary Jo Bang, author, A Doll for Throwing

鈥淭orn between an instinct to imagine the past as different (鈥榯he wreck undone鈥) and the urge to construct a future, better self (鈥榟azy glow in which / I am brighter: kinder: unorphanable鈥), Emily Pittinos shows us how time is ultimately as untameable as the self, and that maybe that鈥檚 as it should be. 鈥楬ow much awe have I missed by looking away,鈥 she asks, training her eye squarely on the present鈥檚 ever-shifting mix of shame and clarity, beauty and regret, mystery and joy. In so doing, Pittinos finds not resolution but resolve, to make room for the self鈥檚 wilderness, to trust the wilderness: 鈥業鈥檇 be lost / without my own bright footpath.鈥 The poems here flash with risk and grace, equally. The Last Unkillable Thing is a stirring, deeply felt debut.鈥濃擟arl Phillips, author, Pale Colors in a Tall Field

鈥淭he strongest love letters are written as elegies, and this has never been clearer than in The Last Unkillable Thing, where the reverie of loss is eclipsed by observing the beauty of what remains. The elegance of these poems reminds us that the sublime endures even through the most challenging times. Emily Pittinos writes with the passionate gaze of someone who has been here before, holding both the knowledge of what鈥檚 worth mourning and the strength to bring comfort. These poems have all the healing properties we need to soothe the pain with which we鈥檝e been trying to live.鈥濃擜. Van Jordan, author, The Cineaste

鈥淓arly in this gorgeous book, shaped by loss and profound grief, Emily Pittinos writes, 鈥業 / can鈥檛 go along without / asking: beauty: its purpose: / to heal.鈥 It鈥檚 a statement of faith in her art and the process of it. There is tension, an intentional stuttering, in her syntax and lines, as if the poet is trying to convince herself. In the end, she convinces her readers; this beauty heals. This is a brave and ambitious collection, perhaps one of the best first books I鈥檝e ever read.鈥濃擪eith Taylor, author, The Bird-while

鈥淔ew first poetry collections dazzle with the freshness, lyrical alacrity, and tender surprise found in Emily Pittnos鈥檚 debut collection . . . while the poems focus on tragedy, they still find ways to push against the establishment of genre, experimenting with punctuation, white space, the line, the sequence, the function of form. Pittinos expertly uses the tool of the poetic sequence to ground the poems in this collection, holding the pieces together with bonds more powerful than mere similarities in subject. There鈥檚 a real vulnerability in The Last Unkillable Thing that gives way to so much more, almost as if to say 'to be human is to grieve.' And while the poems themselves are unafraid to behold beauty, they never lose sight of the pain that lingers beneath them. After all, Pittinos tells us, 鈥楧oesn鈥檛 it hurt / to be human. I鈥檓 so human I could die.鈥欌濃Florida Review

From 鈥淪ubnivean (or Holding Back the Year)鈥

I鈥檇 be lost

     without my own bright footpath: tilled snow:

cloud cover: moonglow refracted: the shotgun crack

of a bough unburdened.

          Could I walk off the hours

I鈥檝e spent ashamed, attempting a life

that would make the dead proud?

What would it look like,
how much would it weigh?

2022 Midwest Book Awards poetry debut finalist

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Publication Date
04/15/2021
Pages
68
Trim size
6 脳 8
Edition
1st